and if the city never sleeps then that makes two

one thing i will miss

when i move out of halls in 3 weeks is that there’s always something going on. i just watched one of the guys from the flat below make a “juice cocktail” and then drink it like “clifford the big red dog” lying on the floor and lapping it. he then stripped his bed, including mattress because “WHO NEEDS A MATTRESS?!” we gave him a pillow and left him sleeping on the wire bedframe.

last night

i really try to be a positive person and look at things optimistically but last night was just a disaster:

• phone got nicked - apparently the bouncers were told by 20 people that their phones had been taken
• bouncer who kicked me out twice last time was there
• played paranoia and got called the ugliest person in the room, they were joking but it plays on insecurities
• she-who-shall-not-be-named was there and then i had a dream about her, and she was nice - very inaccurate but i hope i didnt talk to her last night.
• oh and i got with another of my male flatmates

mainly really annoyed about my phone, i lost one in december so ive only had this one since january. thank god its insured, but cause this is the second one ive had to replace it means the amount i pay each month will rise.

hahaha one of my best mates at uni just told me that his first girlfriend’s mum found out that they were having sex because she had chlamydia in her eye 

So my best mate and I decided the only way to deal with today is to get drunk and for her to crash here so we don’t have to fall asleep alone. That probably means we have an alcohol problem, but it definitely means she is as not over it as I am though, which is fine by me.

may is the shittest month.

there’s always loads of deadlines, it has lottie’s birthday on the 13th and the anniversary of her death on the 24th

and certain people are still being idiots, i don’t care, move on and please forget about me already, you aren’t acting like i meant nothing like you said i did, i’m so bored of hearing you’ve written statuses about me, if ive moved on you definitely should have done.

just having one of those days where i have the shortest temper in the world and pretty much everyone is pissing me off.

stupid flatmate stuff, and exs and feeling like a terrible friend because things had been creeping up on me and i hadnt realised how close they were :(

and tomorrow has the potential to be awful and awkward.

things that have happened recently

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if my friends call me to get drunk with them when they’ve had an argument with their girlfriends, does that make me a good friend or just a reliable alcoholic?

so i hear my brother shouting from the kitchen something about someone being a cunt and how he hates the person he’s talking to. i assume he’s talking to someone on the phone.

he comes running into my room and shouts “that fucking cat, he is so ungrateful, he didnt even say thank you when i fed him”

reasons why my family is weird

so i went out with some uni friends the other night, when we got home my brother was still up chatting to a female friend of his who had decided to come over and crash. my mum had gone to bed before his friend had arrived, but when she came down in the morning she found this girl’s handbag. she assumed i’d brought someone back with me from the club even though she found a 14-16yr old oyster card when she was snooping through it, so apparently she thinks im a paedo as well. GOOD.

I’m guessing you’ve split up with your girlfriend but 5 statuses/ emotional songs + lyrics shared in an hour… Really?